yah, so im sort of way behind on this

lml
ok, sorry that all ive bene doing recently is ranting on here, but thats the only thing interesting happening around, usaully.
like, last night was the first (of 5!! confirmation meetings for sophomores. uhh, didnt like it. to put it basically.
starters, more paperwork. i mean, how many times do we have to fill out the same damn information? i mean, we've sent baptism certs, birth certs, commuinion dates, confession dates, parents names, address, phone, your name, your school, your grade, your email, your parents cell #s, your cell #, i dont know why i dont lie aboujt half this and see what one they actually use, parents maiden name (yes), place of birth, church attending, andsoonandsoforth
yah
and since we didnt (my conf class) didnt have to write the essays last year or the year before, we al lhave to write 2 pagelongatleast essays, on our chosen confirmation name and sponser; as i said to nancy, im probably gonna BS them both- no malintentions or disrespect intended toward God, but its not something i consider important, justifying my choices of faith to other people [and i did - about 2 pages worth total lol] also that 1st nite, i was gettin angry /mad /pissed /stressed out at "the whole damn system" or something like that, but also that i was happy getting angry like that. don;t know why, kinda scared of it now, but at the time it was a *very* good feeling...
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